i hate goodbyes

too much to say leave a silence.
what will tomorrow fells like without u, i wonder,,
what will a small tiny caterpillar feels without it's colony tomorrow?

whenever I run / wherever I run to you lost / it's never done / just hanging on / the past has let me be / returning as if dream / shattered as belief
if you have to go, don't say goodbye
if you have to go, don't you cry
if you have to go, I will get by
someday I'll follow you and see you on the other side
your picture out of time / left aching in my mind / shadows kept alive
if you have to go, don't say goodbye
if you have to go, don't you cry
if you have to go, I will get by
I will follow you and see you on the other side
*For Martha - The Smashing Pumpkins

after all you were perfectly right/ but I'm scaring close to insanity / and on a night like this
nothing stays the same
nothing looks the same
after all you were perfectly right / I have never been happy before / and on a night like this
you can hear the words
see behind the words
*After All - The Cardigans

goodbyes ended a beginning but start a new one also.
it's just not that easy how it feels.
so long colony.
be meeting u in another junction i hope.
thank you colony.
this colony is one precious colony, i treasure.